Precious of mine

I wish to dedicate this post to my beloved Poopy
Suddenly realize that you are playing such a crucial and important role in my life


i asked myself for million times,
what will my life become without your existence
i couldn't think about the picture of this scenario
i guess i just cant accept the reality
one day you will leave me,
and i hope that day will never come


i cant control myself from smiling whenever i see your cute face
even you just staring at me,
act innocence,act cute and act 'zhuai' *笑
you r an amazing creature and gift from god
my mummy always jealous because i heart and dote you like my own child
i cant find the reason why,
why are you so attractive,
why are you so humanity
why are you so understanding and caring


whenever i feel sad or cry
you will rush to me on the spot and lick my face(i guess that's her way to comfort me),
i know you understand me,i know you can feel my feeling and thought as well


now, joanne not scare of watching horror dvd at home alone,
because she got an angel who will stay by her side,
she can hug her angel tightly when she feel unsecure , nervous and fear
she can treat her as a pillow to block her vision from seeing some scary part
she can talk to her like a best friend,
*poopy always act like she understand what i am saying


whenever i say:''go go go,let's go''
she will suddenly jump up and dash to the front door,

whenever i say:"where is the ball"
she will be very excited and go and search for her ball,(she knows i want to play with her)

whenever i scold her,
she will create some sound*very pity one,and beg for my forgiveness

whenever i am eating,
she will appear in front of me immediately,and attempt to get herself some also
she will use her hand to hint/ask/call me to give her some food

whenever i call her name,
she will appear in front of me although she was sleeping

whenever i am busy
she will stay quiet and lay down to wait me finish my work,



she is my precious,
she is my little fairy
she is my baby


thank you...
i love you so so much
my poopy...


tata~

Urghhhh

Urghhhhh **
Exam just make my life so dull & colourless
I can just eat my breakfast at 5pm,
just because i am so lazy and tired to get myself some food!!!
u guys can call me lazy,lifeless or watever u like
i am just so enough of this two weeks!!!


i was just bragging ,u guys can just IGNORE me,
Monday and tuesday had my exam at tampoi utama,
my comment about this exam is,
the possibility to pass this two paper( t6,7) is 99.9%
it doesn't means that the paper is too easy or what
it is a sign that indicate i am doing a really Great job!!!


woke up at 6am,slept at 1am for preparing my exam
no doubt,can see how much efforts and hardwork i put in,
two more papers to go,next tues and wed,
so this week gonna be a BOOK's week,i cant live without books!!!


i got so much things not done yet,
for example,my two very cute dress not yet wear,although i had purchased it for a long period
after my exam,i gonna date my sister and friends
TO-HAVE-FUN!!!
my plan including:

• A Famosa with classmate
• Sing K,Movie
• Swimming and badminton is a Must!!
• shopping ,high tea and the most important thing is SLEEP!!
• Maybe share some tips on doing my make up via video
  

my holiday is so short, just 2 weeks short break,
and i gonna start my ACCA course at Cres with some of my friends
A brand new year is coming!!!
*without notice,this year is going to end soon,time pass so darn fast - -


Wait me finished my exam people!!
i will blog more frequently,and bring up tons of pictures!!!

*******
i got a new target and goal for myself,
i am going to focus only one thing start from now,
which is my accounting course,* will be reduce my work load for freelances
i know i can do it perfectly once i decided to put attention on it
I am ready for the challenges
let's do this together,
Go Go Go!!!

Share a funny video,hope u all will like it
Title: A Guide to Taking Better picture



that's all for today,
i will be right back!!
Tata~

Balance?

In the mood to express my feeling on the people around me

someone asked me
dont you think that writing a blog equal to publish your life to the public?
it will eliminate and eradicate your privacy

yes/no?
i personally think about this question for a long period
and what i discovered is
writing a web blog,
can make all my friends,no matter where are they currently,to know my recent status
that's my very first objective,

and sooner and sooner
i found that,
unconsciously,i like to write down everything in my life
without any cover-off work
is it a good thing?
readers please answer me

i done a survey which finds that,100% readers,only 20% will leave a msg or comment
so in terms of that
80% of the people who read,Know About Me
which i Dont Even Know Who They are

it's sounds scary,isnt it?
especially i am the kind of person who like to write all things about me and my life
unfair right?
should i reduce the volume of my content to 20%?

*****
she is an adult who actually has an ability
to use brain analyse and interpret every step she going to take
decision making is not for short term benefit
it is for long term succeed
so,her investment is viewing using a long run eye sight
unfortunately,she told me that you are DISQUALIFIED

tata~

Satisfied

here i am,again trying to write down every single thing in my life
and i promise this post wont be contain any emotional k?
went cs with my boy yesterday,for the purpose of relaxing my nerves
i am too STRESS,my stress level boom at the maximum point

holly mama!!!i am still same as before,
still alive,energetic and positive,
thanks for all my beloved fellows who gave me so much support
in mental and physical,
thanks you,i am so touching !!

my problem still remain unsolved,
but i believe things will get right in the end
no more worry,no more nervous!!

outfit of the day!!!
finally wearing my legging that bought thousand years ago at TOPSHOP,
when i went vacation with bf at KL
and i fond on it!

TOPSHOP's stuff will be my first choice
High quality and brilliant design!
the bag i am using now ,in the picture is also bought from TOPSHOP
and for a rude and careless owner like me,
the bag still look brand new after being tortured by me for 3-4 months
so amazing!!!

dress above found at Padini,
very cheap and it's reasonable in price!!but i didnt buy it at the end
i got financial difficulties... =(
*talking about price ,
recently doing revision on costing,a bit influence by it's theory,about the
price variance,formulae is:

(standard price/kg x standard usage n actual output)
plus
(standard price/kg x actual usage for actual output)

excuse me for doing that, :*(
i cant control myself to take down watever in my brain
i am such a freak ,isn't it?

and in the end,my bf bought a skirt for me
and i personally thinks that it looks super duper nice!!!
and it looks like that kinds of cloths that appear in the high fashion magazine
opps! shouldn't say like that,it's just my own point of view k!
i will post it once i wear it!hiak hiak hiak

this is actually a mini radio gave by my bf
he knows i will like it,and yes,i love it!!
from side view

from front view

that's me and poopy
dont be curious,although she doesnt look like her normal appearance
it's just because i bath her,the water made her look weird

i love you,my poopy~

thats all my fellow
tata~

Qustion Marks

well,nothing can hide forever
as you know,the more you trying to hide something,that thing will finally break out from chain

troubles,problems,and turning point
my future is unknown
i lost the only thing i have which is the love from my mum
she refuse to face the truth,and choose to hide herself from seeing anyone else
that's the troubles i mentioned

problem is,
how can i continue my study without any financial support?
am i going to find the way out by myself?
am i going to seek help from my so-call 'dad' ?
clue-less
can i cry?can i release my stressness now?
in the critical moment which i have to handle my final exam?

turning point,
to be a failure or to be a fighter?
any wrong decision made from this seconds will lead to dangerous & horrible consequences
give up is the last thing i will do
but facing it need more courage and external support
who is willing to stand by my side?

feeling better now,
i hate to mention any negative emotional stuff in my blog
but this time i couldnt help myself also
sorry,readers! if i spoilt your mood

skip the negative influences,
let's talk about my recent happening event!!

rewinding......**

okie,my bf's grandpa 84 years old bufday
celebrated at Tai Zi Lou
with all his relatives!
This old folk is amazing,he is still strong and normal like the young man
impressed by him!!


again,the brothers with their grandpa


this is their father with his grandchildren
so cute right this two young boy!


the pretty princess
here i got something to tell u guys
the second girl count from left hand side is my tuition student
and she make me so proud of myself,because
after i gave this cute girl tuition for 4 months,
she improve a lot more than the past,she score average 80++ in every subjects!
give her some claps!!!

and the last girl count from left hand side is my sister
hmmm...i dun even know when she become so fat
i think is my aunt's problem,
always feed her non-stop


my very natural look!!
still got make up a bit

poopy and me!

that's all
tata!!

Hoke On You

hey,i am back...
wow...seems like ages didnt update any pieces of event that occur recently
bad habit!


yesterday was my bf's birthday,
you all probably know about my unsolved problem which is,
''what to give him as the bufday's present''
in the end,i came out nothing to give him...
i am so sorry,my dear,he understand my situation,
he always says,you are the great present for me,in my life
awww..so sweet!sweet talk always used as his weapon to kill me :*(

erm,my bf's face in all pictures is red in colour
his buddies were convincing him to drink high alcohol %' s wine
his face end up a bit weird and fugly,if dont mind then continue the remaining post,hah

BBQ at his house
for you guys information,he has a twin brother,as the picture shown above
and they look nothing alike,agree?
seriously =) *lmao

and so,they came out a plan to held a BBQ party at his house
they want something special for their 21 sweet birthday
post some pictures to avoid the emptiness if just using the word to describe:

this twin brother adore this cake
the flavour: pandan
the meaning: 'C' stands for Costian*his bro ; 'J' stands for Jeft


most of their best friends make it for the party,
and this makes them so happy
that's create some sort of happy and loving surrounding that i was looking forward,
although some problems occur in the middle of the party,
but thanks god,save another day =x

the people
spot me???A tiny head among the people- -

i luv this spec!!! so cool

poopy!!@@*i dress her to a girlish princess's style

oh ya,got A video share with all of you ,
upload it to youtube takes me another 45 mins- -

i am so touching when i heard my bf' birthday wish,
which is earn tons of $ to marry me
see!


i swim a lot recently
which makes me include swimming as my hobby
awww,,i wish i am in the swimming pool right now
due to some inefficiency problem,today swimming plan canceled
what a pity...


thats all

tata~

Hyper tune magazine

todAE is the day!!!
first time officially photo-shooting gave to Hyper Tune Magazine
let's talk about my comment after the whole shooting ya!

erm...
1:I am the first model called,and so,i became the white mouse
2:The car is O-M-G awesome!!!
3:I think i done a good job overall,at least i did it smoothly and well-arranged(= =)
4:I hate the sun,burnt to death instantly
5:I love the girls!my babes!!
6:gain a lot of experience,and learn so much things today

okie...Joanne,u break one more record
-the promoter,showgirls-done
-the runway model-done
-the photoshooting model for magazine-done

the photographer-CK FUN

*so happy,when joanne get old she can tell her children or even grandchildren about her achievement!
in chinese:我年轻过!


the weather is torturing us
suddenly the sun so bright,the next second,it's raining,what the hell
i am the first,and then,i did it fast and efficiently,but i think i prefer called the second or third
view back the frame took after that,and my conclusion is:

at least will get some nice shots(about 10?) from the 200 frames- -

me inside ''My Sport Car''(lmao)


next year the magazine will out,so nervous,dont even know what will be the picture look like
i hope the photographer will help us:
''photoshop''
make me look slimmer and prettier can???


haha,so lucky to have a chance to do this
and melrose damn lucky!her car will be the cover of the magazine,so do her!
she will be a super star in this sector in the future,god bless her and also me!!@@


here is something talk about the picture above
did u all see what i am holding in the picture?
yes,that's kinohimitsu 's drink for constipation which is a additional gift for buying its collagen
i drank 2 bottles last night,
first i drink 1 bottle,it doesnt seem very effective,so i drank one more
and which make all my rubbish which accumulated in my stomach,

all come out at once!!

just for my tummy to look more flat,
and i drank the kinohimitsu's collagen today and yesterday,
any good feedback will post it when i found out ya

to look more mature and sexier,
me,melrose and joffyn went for hair setting yesterday night at andy chan's saloon
which located beside the station 1 cafe(molek)
an we did our spent-off-the-fat 's plan yesterday
went swimming and sauna,feeling great!!
my poopy is squatting in the picture(蹲)
so cute right? *笑


i miss you elspeth baby!!
let's success by passing all CAT's paper k?
good luck for all my classmates!

bye-bi